What a life

I never taught this altitude of mine will be my downfall,,, been a year ago I was a very notorious guy in school they know me as opana which means gun in ebira language,, I was so popular that even neighbouring schools know about me, I was known as fighter and a dangerous person, I smoke I take harmful substances until one day I was arrested when I went to fought someone as usual but this time was not funny.
I was jailed for 13 years because the guy I fought with lost his life after 13 years in jail I came out with sorrow and pains cause now I cant go to school again I'm now a man to face the hardship of the world because my parents disowned me due to my altitude what a life have live without a progress what a life of pains and sorrow ohh what a life of everlasting pains and sorrows...