Anger: The destroyer
A long time ago, I used to get angry at any slightest provocation, I was very hot tempered and will always displayed my anger to the fullest anytime someone looks for my trouble, no matter how insignificant it is. It was a difficult time for me, because I started losing friends, and every body knew me for my hot temper. My parents complain about it almost in a daily basis. This was when I turned 13 years, and I felt people should try not to piss me off.
My classmates used this weakness against me, they will deliberately make me angry just to see my angry face and reaction, and they always got me with this anytime they tried. No day passed without any of my age mate intentionally plotting ways for me to get even angrier. But this lifestyle cost me so much, because I have damaged so many items because of anger, I have injured myself so badly that the scar is still there till today because of anger.
This anger started becoming violent and more violent as the day goes by, my father had to complain to my teacher in school that I was very close to. The anger was triggered the first time the teacher talked to me about my anger issues, but he didn’t give up and kept telling me the damages that it has incurred in my life already and what more damage it can do. I turned 14 and slowly I started reflecting on my life, there is absolutely no benefit and the things that anger has damaged in my life is too numerous to count.
Today I saw an article that explains that during the stage of adolescent, abnormal behaviors like anger is common to be found on an individual, of which I believe it to be true. I just found myself slowly overcoming this anger as I grew older, people couldn’t make me unnecessarily angry again and my life continued peacefully and smoothly. But till date I still regret that time of my life, I have a scar on my hand, memories of things I have destroyed out of angry. I will say that period was the worst time in my life ever.
My classmates used this weakness against me, they will deliberately make me angry just to see my angry face and reaction, and they always got me with this anytime they tried. No day passed without any of my age mate intentionally plotting ways for me to get even angrier. But this lifestyle cost me so much, because I have damaged so many items because of anger, I have injured myself so badly that the scar is still there till today because of anger.
This anger started becoming violent and more violent as the day goes by, my father had to complain to my teacher in school that I was very close to. The anger was triggered the first time the teacher talked to me about my anger issues, but he didn’t give up and kept telling me the damages that it has incurred in my life already and what more damage it can do. I turned 14 and slowly I started reflecting on my life, there is absolutely no benefit and the things that anger has damaged in my life is too numerous to count.
Today I saw an article that explains that during the stage of adolescent, abnormal behaviors like anger is common to be found on an individual, of which I believe it to be true. I just found myself slowly overcoming this anger as I grew older, people couldn’t make me unnecessarily angry again and my life continued peacefully and smoothly. But till date I still regret that time of my life, I have a scar on my hand, memories of things I have destroyed out of angry. I will say that period was the worst time in my life ever.
