My father′s Ghost

So this happened to me so so fast I can't seem to believe it my father is gone so soon I have always imagined how people that their father or mother died how did they manage to pass through this stage in their life so so difficult it was constantly in my mind 24/7 so fast to this present day my dad died two days ago and I couldn't cope the bond between us it was indeed a covalent us I started seeing my dad in my dream she comes to play with me at night at times he will instruct me to do the unspeakable at times I will start using knife to cut myself so painful but I always followed the things he says to me I started stealing at times I will start banging my head against the wall and all the while I thought it was my dad not knowing it was the devil that ceased that opportunity to shift my life as wheat my life my dreams started becoming an illusion seemingly like a mirage and I was to caught up in the whole happenstance , people started to complain that I was loosing and it was suggested I should be taken to the hospital so they did it grew worse but God intervened a man of God came for an outreach and then explained it was a familiar spirit not my dad then it came to a halt.