Our last
Rain was pouring and we stood there in silence.
Please... Why are you looking at me with such pain and regret in your eyes? I don't want to see you like this.
"Zheldria, I... I'm sorry," he apologizes as the rain poured down, embracing us with its droplets.
Everything feels heavy. My hair, my clothes, my body, and most definitely my heart.
"You don't have to be sorry, Nevix," I uttered, fighting the tears that fear the strongly constructed force I've built to prevent them from falling down my cheeks.
"But I... I hurt you. And I never meant to do that."
I could see his tears cascade down his face.
I hate it. I hate seeing you like this, Nevix. And you know that. So please stop.
"Nevix, please, this is for the better."
I cupped his face with my hand and rest my head on his chest.
"I don't want to see you looking like this, Nevix. I know it's hard, but you have to let me go. You'll have Maggie with you. She'll always be with you, Nevix. I know she will. She'll be there instead of me."
It hurts. I didn't want to say that. I want to be the one who will always be with you, Nevix. I badly want to be with you tomorrow and forever. But... fate doesn't seem to agree.
"I don't want that! I want you. ONLY YOU! Why is it that "we" have to part?! Why, Zhil?! WHY?!"
I take a step back.
"It's just how it is, Nevix. It's just how it is." Such vague words coming from my mouth. I hate it.
"As much as I want to hold on to us, I can't, Nevix. "We" can't."
Oh how unfair the world is. The love of my life is right here, right in front of me, and I can't even hold and have him with the assurance that he "is" mine and that he will forever be mine.
The silence from him is killing me. It's killing me oh so slowly that it's suffocating.
I can't take this anymore.
I turn my back from the one I yearn for. The one I want. My moon. My world. My everything.
"Z-zhil... I... I love you."
I know, Nevix. I know.
At this point, I couldn't hold my tears anymore. My face covered with tears and rain, I felt helpless.
Goodbye, my love.
The sound of my shoes making contact with the puddles on the ground echoed through the air of deadly silence mixed with the now drizzle of rain around us.
Please... Why are you looking at me with such pain and regret in your eyes? I don't want to see you like this.
"Zheldria, I... I'm sorry," he apologizes as the rain poured down, embracing us with its droplets.
Everything feels heavy. My hair, my clothes, my body, and most definitely my heart.
"You don't have to be sorry, Nevix," I uttered, fighting the tears that fear the strongly constructed force I've built to prevent them from falling down my cheeks.
"But I... I hurt you. And I never meant to do that."
I could see his tears cascade down his face.
I hate it. I hate seeing you like this, Nevix. And you know that. So please stop.
"Nevix, please, this is for the better."
I cupped his face with my hand and rest my head on his chest.
"I don't want to see you looking like this, Nevix. I know it's hard, but you have to let me go. You'll have Maggie with you. She'll always be with you, Nevix. I know she will. She'll be there instead of me."
It hurts. I didn't want to say that. I want to be the one who will always be with you, Nevix. I badly want to be with you tomorrow and forever. But... fate doesn't seem to agree.
"I don't want that! I want you. ONLY YOU! Why is it that "we" have to part?! Why, Zhil?! WHY?!"
I take a step back.
"It's just how it is, Nevix. It's just how it is." Such vague words coming from my mouth. I hate it.
"As much as I want to hold on to us, I can't, Nevix. "We" can't."
Oh how unfair the world is. The love of my life is right here, right in front of me, and I can't even hold and have him with the assurance that he "is" mine and that he will forever be mine.
The silence from him is killing me. It's killing me oh so slowly that it's suffocating.
I can't take this anymore.
I turn my back from the one I yearn for. The one I want. My moon. My world. My everything.
"Z-zhil... I... I love you."
I know, Nevix. I know.
At this point, I couldn't hold my tears anymore. My face covered with tears and rain, I felt helpless.
Goodbye, my love.
The sound of my shoes making contact with the puddles on the ground echoed through the air of deadly silence mixed with the now drizzle of rain around us.
