Never Again
We were cool friends back then, one would easily affirm that we were dating but it was all platonic.
I knew this girl from the dust that she was created from, I knew her family, and her friends and perfected reading her not-too-obvious habits and moods.
Well, something happened to this friendship.
I began to withdraw myself. I wouldn't place the reason on an external or physical distraction because stretching this distance was unconsciously out of my will.
Trying to force myself to maintain her as a friend was so hard. It was as if my spirit was fighting against her presence.
She would take this way, and I will take another.
She noticed and confronted me about it afterward but I couldn't give a reason for the sudden dislike, it was just natural.
She started developing annoying attitudes around me, responding aggressively to my greetings, attacking the messages I sent on the group chat, and trying so hard to get on my nerves. It was the only way she could let out her frustration and I couldn't blame her.
She started sharing fake rumors about me, claiming that I asked her out and that was why she cut off our friendship. I took it as a joke when one of my friends who she told the moonlight tale to narrated what she was telling people. Guess what?
I didn't react to it.
A particular day, was a hot afternoon, she called and started claiming how truthful the things she told people were. Probably didn't react the way she expected so she started throwing insults and I pitied the day I spoke to this girl.
It further reduced her to zero. I saw her as nothing from then and after I typed a warning message, I blocked her.
I stopped saying "hi" whenever we met and avoided her entirely and I was happy when she her self gave me same energy.
It was just a week ago, I started receiving calls from her. I was unsure if to pick or not, but what was the stress?
She pleaded to see me in school and I agreed.
We met and she apologized and acted all mannered, but guess what?
She's still a zero and will remain that.
I knew this girl from the dust that she was created from, I knew her family, and her friends and perfected reading her not-too-obvious habits and moods.
Well, something happened to this friendship.
I began to withdraw myself. I wouldn't place the reason on an external or physical distraction because stretching this distance was unconsciously out of my will.
Trying to force myself to maintain her as a friend was so hard. It was as if my spirit was fighting against her presence.
She would take this way, and I will take another.
She noticed and confronted me about it afterward but I couldn't give a reason for the sudden dislike, it was just natural.
She started developing annoying attitudes around me, responding aggressively to my greetings, attacking the messages I sent on the group chat, and trying so hard to get on my nerves. It was the only way she could let out her frustration and I couldn't blame her.
She started sharing fake rumors about me, claiming that I asked her out and that was why she cut off our friendship. I took it as a joke when one of my friends who she told the moonlight tale to narrated what she was telling people. Guess what?
I didn't react to it.
A particular day, was a hot afternoon, she called and started claiming how truthful the things she told people were. Probably didn't react the way she expected so she started throwing insults and I pitied the day I spoke to this girl.
It further reduced her to zero. I saw her as nothing from then and after I typed a warning message, I blocked her.
I stopped saying "hi" whenever we met and avoided her entirely and I was happy when she her self gave me same energy.
It was just a week ago, I started receiving calls from her. I was unsure if to pick or not, but what was the stress?
She pleaded to see me in school and I agreed.
We met and she apologized and acted all mannered, but guess what?
She's still a zero and will remain that.
