Uncle Mike sent words to my mother while I was at the playstation gaming center that I have been admitted into the University of Calabar.
I could feel joy hugging her as she beamed with smiles walking up to me with her arms spread wide like the wings of an airplane and her steps like that of the river goddess, I opened my arms to receive the warmth of her embrace, when we were this close, she fell to her epileptic crisis.
In her room, when she has regained herself, she smiled at the ten heads surrounding her – her ten children.
Myself being the last of them all and the only son, sat close to her, holding her hands very close to my heart in pain . She coughed and tried to sit up and my eldest sister and myself who were closest to her helped her sit up. She reminded us of how our father had always wished for a baby boy that he kept on trying every year, eating lots of banana and consuming so much dates and burukutu as it was rumoured amongst his age grade that it makes the semen thicker, after which he was to meet my mum at the first crow of the cock during her ovulation.
This made my sisters a year older than themselves and when mama finally gave birth to me, he was so happy. He shed his first tears in years after he lost his only brother, this time, it was the tears of joy.
This story I’ve heard countless times on my birthdays that it seemed like a rhyme to me and now mama is repeating it even when it wasn’t my birthday. She became epileptic after papa died when I was two. It was said that papa was killed with “otumokpo” by his childhood friend who happened to court mama but left for the city without a word for mama or her family only to return years after to find mama with ten children for papa. They further said that “eka abasi” (mother earth) had to punish mama by making her epileptic after papa’s death and burial.
I find these to be superstitious and I was determined to put in my best to learn a lot and change the unfair and unjust beliefs in my bush village that is situated close to the Cameroon border, faraway from where lights show up and cars blared horns and release fumes of carbon. It is a place considered as the educationally less developed place and my average score of 260 granted me admission into a school I admired just because of the way our village community school principal spoke about it because it was his alma mater.
Mama admonished us and asked we be like the head of a broom stick that cannot be divided from itself while trying to break it all at once. She said it signified unity. She embraced us one after the other and asked me to sleep beside her.
My elder sisters moved back to their various husbands’ house in the cool of the evening, leaving me with mama and the remaining four of my elder sisters that were unmarried, though Imaobong my immediate senior has a child out of wedlock for Asuqwo. He denied it at first and escaped by night after the child was born because everyone said the child was his replica. “There is no big ear and bulgy eyes in your father’s lineage or mine” mama said while affirming that the Child belongs to “eka abasi, (mother earth). They called my little nephew Ekemini to mean at the right time.
I arrived at Etta-Agbor, just in front of the University of Calabar big gate and beamed with those smiles that said “I have arrived”. The place was littered with hawkers of different wares, people and cars moving in and out of the gate randomly, beggars at one side of the entrance using their ailments – most of which I’ve never imagined existed – as a means to ask for money and saying God bless you more than often. So many billboards littered on the streets with different advert placements and some students taking pictures at the big lantern scene that serves as a roundabout for the junction.
I got into the gate and boarded the school shuttle that is headed to, the male hostel, as directed by Okon, my mother’s aunt’s grandson who happens to be a student here also. I was to stay with him while I got my own hostel space. I called Okon with the Nokia torch phone that was given me by my first in-law as a parting gift to keep in touch with the family. I so much appreciated the phone not minding the green rubber band tied severally behind it to hold the back from falling off. At the moment, it was my most prized possession.
I arrived in Malabor and Okon came to pick me up. I haven’t seen him before, I knew him by the description on the phone – a blue shirt with a write-up behind and a black khaki with little designers on it. “You’re Gershom right? Welcome to Unical and here is Malabor”. He shook me and helped me carry my bag to his room. There was something about him I couldn’t say, his neatly grown beards, his cornrows that looked like the well dug ridges in Ekpri-Ekpe farm, his cologne made me breathe in twice and the way he walked high spirited made me think of models.
I noticed the way he greeted people as we walked down to his room and the way guys in the walkway said “malabite welcome o, I dey come collect welcome otomycin (garri) for your room”. Later I was made to know that otomycin is a name for raw garri – the richest food in the campus.
We got to his room, it was sparsely arranged which was a first indication that the boys don’t cook. He introduced me to his roommates – five able bodied guys – and one of them came out from the wardrobe holding a brown paper rolled with stuff inside which emits smoke from the red end.
His eyes were red, his hair had patches that looked like thorns and he looked fiery. He said “ma man welcome to the cartel, if anyone wan kpi you, tell am say you dey room 135, say Tupac na your brother. Here na jungle o, on how you razz you go collect but no razz, meanwhile be careful. Welcome again”. I said thank you, with a mixture of fear and happiness.
Something about them said they were cultists but Okon looks responsible – except for his cornrows which he said he did because of the just concluded MTN show of which he performed – and is a medical student; from what I heard, medical students don’t even have time for themselves not to talk of being cultists but what do I know, I’m just a fresher. That night, Okon said he was going to need a library to read his book in preparation for his MB (an exam written by 300 level medical students) which is coming up in a fortnight. I said I’d join him because I was afraid I might get choked up from the smoke of brown paper that wafts in the air in room 135. I picked up a novel I had come with, “how to survive in a jungle”, my electric lantern and an umbrella because it was drizzling.
Okon was so loving and treated me like an elder brother would to his newly admitted Junior brother. He got me meat pies and malt from a shop with the billboard hung above the entrance boldly written “De-choice, '' which I testified to his assertion that it would be the best I have tasted”. He asked us to pick up his friend from Hall 3 – the female hostel – according to him, she is his study mate. I wondered how a beautiful girl in Theater and Media, Film and Carnival Studies will be a study mate to a College student but like I earlier said, what do I know? I’m just a fresher.
Eyoawan was so welcoming and hospitable, she hung her hand around my neck as we trekked down to pavilion 1, parked cars apparently waiting for someone and boys and girls in their pairs in dark and hidden places, sitting or standing like lovers. Okon and her discussed things I didn’t hear and laughed out loud at intervals, there’s something about these two I said to myself and deep down, I wished I was the one making Eyoawan smile. We got to pavilion 1 and it was densely populated by medical students, majority were Okon’s course mates because he had this rapport with them. I sat with Eyoawan and she asked me some questions about myself and how I’m finding Unical to be.
Not too long, there was a gunshot by masked guys who ran out after aiming their target. Everyone took the hills through the scene including myself and Eyoawan. The Surveillance arrived at the scene with their hilux van with siren like the Mobile Police. They had rifles with them, they went to the scene and found a student that had been hit, he was shot dead on the spot. Eyoawan took me to my hostel in Okon’s absence. His roommates weren’t around so I was all alone. I couldn’t sleep that night, I was so scared but sleep still had it’s way in the early hours of the morning.
I woke up and there was still no one in the room but I heard noises outside. I got up wearing the clothes I arrived with as I had slept with them without bathing or changing. Everyone surrounded a scene and it was Okon lying dead with his mouth ajar and eyes widely opened. It’s true he was a cultist but a harmless one who helped people recover their stolen phones free of charge and was the very social one. I couldn’t believe my eyes, he died when my Unical dreams just began.
Wake up the bus is leaving soon” mama tapped me. We slept at the park so as to meet up with the early morning bus down to Calabar. She prayed for me, and gave me a bangle to always wear for protection. My nine sisters came with me alongside my uncle. As the bus left, they waved me goodbye and I was in tears, suddenly missing them as I began my journey to my unical dreams.